Jumat, 24 April 2009

Tears - Vierra

would you stop all the lines
comin out from your mouth
isn't my stories not enough
to much lies for me
so please forgive me

your car my house our phones
where all the memories lies

all the tears that aren't wasted
all the anger that exploded
all the things that we've been through
wouldn't pay a thing if we end this

this is just the half part
half part of my lyrics

gue lg suka bgt sm tuh lagu. hehehehe


by the way, besok pengumuman ugm. gue pesimis.
lumayan sakit nih kmrn pas simak ui, keoptimisan gue dibayar dengan kecewa.
gpp laah.
gagal itu sakit
tp gue tau bakalan ada rencana besar buat gue setelah ini.
di waktu dan cara yg imdah.
hehehehe.

dada gue sakit deh. nyesek. hahaha

ps : bella eliza novera, i'm trully in love with you, honey.

Jumat, 03 April 2009

nafass panjang

hari ini gue nunggu pengumuman ui. tepatnya sih sekitar jam 12 nanti. gatau kenapa gue stress bgt. takut gagal lg. gue uda usaha sebisa gue. Tinggal Allah nunjukin kuasanya. gue cm bisa pasrah. DZIKIR, cuma itu yg bisa gue lakuin drtd. kalo buat tobat udah telat, gue tinggal nunggu kuasa Si Penguasa Alam Semesta yg gue sebut namanya di setiap sholat dan dzikir gue. Allahhuakbar, jangan biarin ibu nangis buat gue terlalu lama. Tuhan, cukup air mata ibu yg keluar buat gue sia sia, sekarang biarkan air mata ibu keluar bahagia. simak emang bukan segalanya, tp gue gamau aja gt 2thn hidup gue terbuang sia sia.


“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It is not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”
MUTIAH FERMANA PUTRI bialng kaya gitu di msn.
cukup buat gue bernafas lega, walaupun cuma sedikit. hhaha
makasih ya uty.

ini aku,
dengan segala kekurangan yang ku punya.
ini diriku,
aku terima semua yg terjadi dihidupku
ini adalah daku,
dengan semua rasa hormat kepada semua orang yg hormat kepadaku
ini aku, diriku dan daku...